Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Research, Research, Research...

Hello everyone! Now that Chinese New Year celebrations are officially over, the war-zone sounding fireworks are over and everyone has returned to work. And for me that means my first week of school! As part of the Fulbright, I (as a recent grad) am required to audit at least 1 class at my university, 交大. Yesterday I attended my first day of the two classes I am planning to audit. (Auditing, in case you aren't familiar with this term, means just listening and reading for the class. You don't have to do any assignments and are not graded.) The first class is called "Population and Development 人口与发展", which discusses the following aspects/problems of China's Population: aging & elderly welfare, gender ratio imbalance & related marriage/family issues, mobile population, and the one-child policy. While I think it'll be interesting, this class doesn't have anything to do with my actual topic (NGOs & Women's Political Participation) so that's frustrating. My second class is called "Public Policy Analysis 公共政策分析", which also isn't directly related to my topic, although there are some government policies designed to increase women's political participation (not that we'll be studying those necessarily). This class is taught by my sponsoring professor so it'll be good face time with her. And surprisingly,  I understand 70-80% of what the teachers said yesterday! That is, when I was paying attention...Have you ever tried to listen to 4 hours straight of graduate-level, extremely specialized Chinese in lecture format? Ya, I didn't think so...It's EXHAUSTING. But I bet my listening skills will improve a ton. I've already begun a vocab word list of words I hear in class that I don't know. :) I'm such a nerd.

Here's my school, beautiful right? so much grey...






In addition to classes, I have begun making progress on my actual Fulbright project! So now when I say I'm doing "research", I actually know what that means! Well, sort of...My plan as of now is to do a 1-3 case studies of different Chinese NGOs (not including the Women's Federation, because, let's be real, they're not an NGO) who are currently carrying out programs that promote women's participation in rural women's village committee elections. (Yes, China has a little democracy! Woah!). The question is finding these NGOs and getting connected to them. I have made one great connection so far- a woman who runs the biggest women's rights NGO in Xi'an! I went to her office today, and got 11 new books to read all about past NGO programs focusing on women's political participation. All in Chinese of course. So mostly right now, I'm reading, reading, reading. And trying to 攀关系 (use my connections)...

Other than classes and research, I haven't done anything particularly exciting since returning from the US. Most of my friends are back in Xi'an from their Spring Festival travels so I have friends again, yay! I have dealt with a number of apartment issues, including one day where my internet, electricity, and gas were all out (because I didn't pay/didn't understand how to pay my bills, oops!). And today I've had no water all day because of a construction accident that knocked out our water main so that means no dish washing, no laundry, no toilet, no shower...so convenient.

I leave this Friday for a nice long trip full of fun and work! I will spend the weekend in Beijing with friends, then fly to Taiwan on Monday for a Fulbright conference. After 5 days of all-expenses-paid in Taipei, some Fulbright friends and I will travel around the rest of the island of Taiwan (mostly likely to Taroko Gorge and the beach!). Then I fly to Shanghai for a girls weekend and a Vassar networking event! Then back to Xi'an mid-March. Talk to you then!

Friday, February 15, 2013

Go Snakes!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! You may be thinking, "dude, that was 6 weeks ago...", but the Chinese New Year celebration has been going on for the last week! When the "western" calendar New Year happened (1/1/13), people didn't really say "Happy New Year". Instead they would say "Happy 元旦", which just means "Happy New Years Day". It's more of a day of celebration, rather than the recognition of a new year. So during the past 6 weeks, people would still say "next year", meaning after Chinese New Year, or "last year", meaning before last year's Chinese new year. It got rather confusing actually. And this year is the year of the Snake, so all you babies of 1989- this is our year! I thought that was supposed to be a good thing, like my lucky year. But actually apparently it's bad luck so you really have to watch out. During "your" year, you're supposed to wear a piece of jade on a red string tied around your wrist, or some people who are really afraid tie them around their waist (you just wear it under all your clothes). I think I'll opt for the bracelet...

Starting February 9th, New Year's Eve, the entire country (well at least Beijing and Xi'an) is covered in red lanterns and creepy snake decorations. The lanterns are quite beautiful, even more so at night when they're all lit up! One of my American friends even said she wants to decorate her house for Christmas with Chinese lanterns next year. Another sign it's Chinese New Year= constant fireworks and firecrackers, which sound like gun shots or collapsing buildings. It's absolutely terrifiying. I feel like I know understand what it's like to live in a war zone. There's no regard for fire safety, although I haven't heard about any major fires...Also many stores and restaurants are closed for the holiday. Most people only have this 1 week off, but the actual New Year lasts for 2 weeks so some lucky government employees get two weeks. Think of Chinese New Year like our Winter Holidays...

So here is a collection of the best decorations from Xi'an:

The city gates on the historic city wall


Store Decorations

An entire street of lanterns

lanterns at night!

Most people's doors (and apparently underpasses too) are decorated with  two strips of red paper, which have wishes and blessings for the New Year.

decorations outside my house
small fireworks in the narrow space between two cars

Firecrackers. SO LOUD.

more fireworks



Thursday, February 14, 2013

America, the beautiful

From January 28-March 9, I spent my entire 14 days of out-of-country leave time as determined by Fulbright in the good ole USA. I spent my first week in New York city, the greatest city in the whole wide world. After Beijing though, New York seemed like the countryside to me. Seriously, where are all the people? Why can I easily get on the subway during rush hour? Why aren't there people stopping in the middle of the sidewalks and milling about everywhere creating pedestrian traffic jams? It was very strange. But I still love New York and am totally planning to move there when I return to the US, unless I get some kick-ass job offer/grad school acceptance in DC (Other US cities, sorry you're basically out of the running).

During my New York week, I visited with several of my best Vassar friends, my best friend from high school who came all the way from Boston to see me, and even a few friends from a summer program I did in high school called Governor's Honors Program (GHP). (It's basically nerd camp) I enjoyed the culinary delights of restaurant week, including brunch at Norma's (a gourmet brunch place, try the pancakes) and dinner at Hospoda (beware, the beer is mostly foam. and they intentionally pour it that way, weird...). I visited the Museum of Modern Art (MoMa) with my family to see The Scream by Edvard Munch. Turns out, if you buy a student membership for like $50USD, you get tons of deals and you can bring in guests for only $5! Love the MoMa. Another highlight of the week was visiting The Mount Vernon Inn & Hotel, a historic preserved hotel from the 1830s. It's run by the Colonial Dames of America, which means the tour was lead by a sweet old lady who clearly thought the origins of every brick in the entire building was of interest to us. My mom and I loved it, but everyone else was pretty bored about half way through. If you're into history though, this is a MUST SEE site! The tour is about an hour, and it's cheap (less than $10 I think). To appease my dad, we walked many miles all over Manhattan, despite the cold temperatures (although it seemed practically tropical compared to Beijing!). I of course also did some great shopping with my mom, and bought lots of spring clothes that I can't wear for months. Typical. Lastly, we hosted a superbowl party at my parent's apartment with SO MUCH FOOD. My mom and I have a problem of seriously over-ordering and over-cooking because we have a huge fear of not having enough food. And I think this party was the worst we've ever done. It was actually embarrassing how much food we had. Luckily my friends took home most of the food so there wasn't any waste! Given that almost every single guest had almost no interest in football, it was pretty strange that we had a superbowl party, but I guess that just goes to show the importance of football in American culture. Beyonce's halftime show was amazing. Good commercials too.

Then I spent my second week in Atlanta, my hometown. I got to spend lots of good quality time with my sister, her husband, and a few of my high school friends that were in town. Most of the week though was unfortunately spent going to doctors appointments. Overall it was a wonderful two weeks at home! Almost too good- re-adjusting to China has been difficult unfortunately. Not that I don't love China, because I do. But now that I officially know I CANNOT go back home until early November (although I'll probably stay and travel...I know, poor me) and I have 8.5 more months here, it was a bit overwhelming. Living overseas, despite my best efforts to keep in touch with everyone at home and follow the news & pop culture, I definitely feel disconnected from my home. I didn't even know about the Beyonce lip-singing scandal from the inauguration! But seriously, it can be hard. Luckily I have great friends here in China too that help make up for everything I'm missing!

America, I miss you already! But I know you'll be there when I get back. :) Thanks everyone for a wonderful two weeks at home!

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

The Smells, Sights, Tastes, Feel, and Sounds of a Sleeper Train in China

To and from Beijing, in order to catch a plane back to the US, I took an overnight "sleeper" train from Xi'an. Because America has the worst trains in the world (probably not actually, but in comparison to Europe and Asia...), most Americans don't get the chance to take an overnight train unless they're overseas. This recent trip was actually my first time taking a sleeper train in China, and it was...an experience. My trip there was perfect- so easy, so simple, very comfortable, and I made a friend! My trip home was not as great due to a loud snoring Chinese man next to me, and my continuing jet lag from my recent return flight to China. From Xi'an to Beijing (620 miles), you can either plane or train. The plane is "expensive" (as in, my one-way ticket to Xi'an from Beijing in January was $120USD), although there are some bargain deals out there if you look hard enough (my friend Thomas got a plane ticket for 120RMB, about $30USD). If you chose to train, you have 2 choices: 高铁 (high speed train) or the regular train. The high speed train takes about 5 hrs, and costs almost as much as a plane ticket (usually over 900rmb). To save money (and for the adventure), I chose the overnight train, which took about 14 hrs and cost 270rmb (about $40USD). I've decided to give you a 5-senses tour of my train ride. But first, let me set the scene:

When you first arrive at the train station, you are greeted by a grandiose building with european-style architecture (at first glance, you might think it was a palace or at least a government building). After presenting you ticket and ID are several security checkpoints, you go through the baggage scanner, which is maybe one of the most stressful parts of the whole experience. First, you disentangle all your bags off your body and put them on a large scanner (like what you see at a customs check at the airport). Then you and several vicious grandmas all push and scramble through the human scanner in order to grab your bags before someone steals them. (Note: I've never actually seen or heard of someone's bags being stolen right in front of them, but hey, it could happen) And of course people are milling about by the baggage scanner so the situation is further complicated by masses of people blocking your way. Then you make your way to the waiting room for your train, which never has enough seats so it's filled with people sitting on their luggage all over the room. When it's time for your train to board, everyone crowds around the boarding door and pushes (again, beware of the vicious grandmas), even though most people have assigned seats. (Note: Yes, there are some very unfortunate patrons who buy "Standing Room Only" tickets. For these people, I actually see the point of pushing to get on because they want to the best spots to stand in). Now the train ride begins...

Sights:

When you first get on the train, you walk down a long hallway to find your compartment:


I was in a "hard sleeper" compartment, which meant there were 3 beds on each side of the compartment. The 2nd and 3rd bunks don't have enough room to sit up so those 4 people end up either sitting on the poor bottom bunk person's bed, or- if they're lucky- they sit on the two small fold-down chairs in the hallway area (see above). Clearly the bottom bunk is the best place to be in this scenario (I know, I know, contrary to years of fighting for the "cool" top bunk as a kid). In between the two sets of bunks, there is about 2 feet of space where someone can shove a suitcase. Here's Allie and I on her bottom bunk: 


Notice the sad amount of space between the bunks, and the terrifying height of the top bunk:


To get up to the high bunks, there is a small ladder (or on my 2nd train, just 1 fold-down stair) to help you boost yourself up there. Needless to say, it can be treacherous with the lurching of the train and passersby in the hallway area. 

Another "sight" worth mentioning: the bathroom. Bathrooms on trains and planes are never pleasant, but these are some of the worst I've ever seen. Many people chose to enjoy instant noodles on their train rides (Note: ALWAYS bring your own food on the train. Even if there is a snack car, don't do it.), and when they are done with them, they usually dump the leftovers down the sink or the toilet. (The trash is usually full within 5 minutes of the 14 hr ride). The bathroom is a squat toilet, of course. So image trying to aim down that squat toilet, especially if you're like most foreigners who can't do the asian squat, amidst the back-and-forth jerking of the train. Ya, you get the picture. It's not pretty. 

Sounds:

-snoring: As mentioned earlier, my return train trip was haunted by the sounds of an old Chinese man sleeping in the bunk next to me. There was no escape. 

-the shouts of the cart ladies: More prevalent on my first train ride, the evening is full of ladies pushing carts of magazines, alcohol, toiletries, food, cigarettes, and more through the hallway, yelling to advertise their wears all the while. Most of the time, I don't even know what they're saying, but one thing is always certain- there voices are high and shrill. The carts themselves are also a bit rickety so you can hear them coming even before the saleswomen start their shouting. And every once in awhile, you hear the Chinese equivalent of an "ow!" or "hey!" when they cart hits an elbow or a knee. 

-the train itself: Because this is not one of the newer fancy trains, you can hear the constant sound of the train running on the rails. I actually kind of like the rhythmic humming, but it can get irritating for some people. 

-people's entertainment devices: Many Chinese people are so generous on the train that they don't bother with headphones while watching a movie or tv show, or playing a game because they want to share the lovely melodic songs of guns, dying people, annoying cartoon characters, exploding balloons, etc. with the whole train. Most of these sounds come from iPad's so they're not that loud, but still pretty irritating. 

-hacking: Yes, hacking up of flem in your throat...And you thought the sound was bad? Just wait until your bunk mate on the 3rd bunk spits their flem down onto the floor on your compartment...SPLAT! And there it stays until morning...


Smells:

-cigarette smoke: Like in most public places in China, cigarette smoking is allowed on Chinese trains. I think technically it's only in the bathroom/sink area, but the scent travels. I never truly appreciated the US's no-smoking laws until coming to China. 

-Chinese BO: Through my world travels, I have noticed that every culture, based on what they eat, produces a different body odor. In China, they smell contains hints of garlic, ginger, cigarettes, and onions. Very pleasant. 

-Instant Noodles: As mentioned earlier, Instant Noodles are a popular choice of train food. To me, it seems rather dangerous because you have to fill the plastic bowl/cup with boiling water and then precariously carry it back to your bed without scorching yourself. I prefer a simple PB&J or Subway sandwich when available. 

Tastes:

-sunflower seeds: Another popular past-time in Chinese culture is eating sunflower seeds. They take awhile to eat because you first have to crack them in your teeth, then pry out the tiny seed before eating. I generally don't enjoy working too much for my food (I don't particularly enjoy crab or lobster for this reason) so I tend to pass on the sunflower seeds. But when salted and covered in chocolate, I'm a big fan. On the train though, many people simply throw their seeds directly onto the floor. Charming. 

Hmmm, ya that's about it for tastes. Luckily, the train ride does not require a lot of tasting.

Feel:

-your bed & blankets: The only major difference between the hard sleeper and the soft sleeper is the comfort of the bed, and the number of bunks per compartment (soft sleeper's only have 4 bunks). The hard sleeper is pretty hard, but as far as Chinese beds go, rather typical. The thin "mattress" is covered by a single sheet, then topped with a dense blanket and a pillow. All of these items are probably not washed consistently, but that's just a guess...In general, the bedding is a bit scratchy so I prefer to use my coat to cover my upper body. I also found my pillow to be rather uncomfortable because I slept on my purse, backpack, and extra carry-on for security purposes. I'm sure the pillow itself isn't that bad. 

-cold: Most people chose to position their heads by the window/outside wall, which is rather cold. So get ready for a long chilly night. 


Despite all of the seemingly awful aspects of the train ride, I really enjoyed my first trip. I slept great and was only awoken at 8am because the train conductor assistant lady came and physically shook me awake to take my ticket. RUDE awakening to say the least. On both my train rides, the lights went out at 10pm and came back on at 7am to ensure a nice, peaceful 9 hours of sleep for everyone on board. 

And there's one gem that I most point out about my first trip down- I made a lovely friend! Allie (a fellow Xi'an-based Fulbrighter coming to enjoy a Beijing weekend) and I sat down on Allie's bunk, and began chatting as the train left. After several hours of sleep, Allie dosed off and the older (mid-50s) Chinese man sitting at the table in the hallway (so like 2 ft away from the bed) starting asking me questions about my research on women's issues. A father of a young 20-something year old daughter, he loved the work I was doing. He was very disappointed in the status of Chinese women today, and felt that Chinese women's position in society should have increased dramatically along with the country's economic growth. He of course wanted to know how women's rights in the US and "the west" compared to Chinese women's rights as well. This discussion then led into US politics. I told him  my opposition to the Iraq War (Note: Many Chinese people opposed, and even protested, against the US invasion of Iraq in 2002 because they saw it as an infringement of Iraqi National Sovereignty- a big concept in Chinese political culture) to which he surprisingly disagreed. Instead, he thought the US has a duty to "liberate", "free", and "rescue" all people suffering under an unjust government worldwide. He said, "The US is the only country powerful enough to undertake this mission. They have a duty, as the world hegemon, to be the world's policeman too." He made a very interesting, although I think too overly simple, analogy- "Imagine a few men with knives," (because guns are banned in China so that's not even a possibility) "come into the this train car and start threatening all the women and children. As a moderately strong man, I have a duty to defend these women, don't I? I could pretend to be asleep or simply turn my head and say it's not my responsibility  but that would be wrong, wouldn't it?" (Of course this was all in Chinese). And then we discussed other humanitarian interventions- Syria, Libya, Darfur...He totally respected and understood my perspective as well, but we had a vibrant debate over the US role in International Conflict. I also expressed to him that, of course, this was just my personal opinion, not that of the US government or even the majority of the US people. After almost 2 hours of talking, the lights suddenly went out. He gave me his card, and said he would love to continue our discussions back in Xi'an. As I was getting up, he also said "Thank you so much for talking with me. This is the first time I've ever truly interacted with an American, and it has really been eye-opening and fascinating for me to hear about your culture and your thoughts. It has made my day." AHHHH THIS IS TOTALLY WHAT FULBRIGHT IS ALL ABOUT!!!!!!!!! TOTAL NERD FREAK OUT!!!!!!! 

So in conclusion, the train ride has many inconveniences, but also many hidden gems. It is what you make it, but it'll certainly be an adventure!